I’ve been trying to figure out how to start this blog post for a couple weeks, yet everything I thought of sounded cliche or forced. I’m still struggling with putting it all together so if it sounds choppy, that’s because it’s very much reflective of my state of mind right now.
If you’ve actually stuck around, you’ve noticed that this is only my fourth post in as many months. On the personal front it’s been a pretty rough start to 2012. I’ve been dealing with some pretty serious personal issues, my depression and the fact that Niels and I recently separated. I’m not going to get into details but I feel it important to state that my depression wasn’t a factor in the separation. I am riding a roller coaster of emotions in its aftermath, having good and bad days, sometimes in the same day. Because of this, posting may continue to be light for the next few months while I navigate the stormy waters.