Ugh. Last night I had one of the worst night's sleep in recent memory, and I've been sleeping for crap the past couple weeks. I had three anxiety dreams wrapped up in one, which made it all the more difficult to deal with because it was so life like.
I dreamt that my old boss, was still really mad at me and was doing all he could to get me fired. One of the things he did was remove the walls from my cubicle which would allow everyone to see what I was working on. He also told those around me to tell him if I wasn't doing my job. At one point he cornered me and told me that he wanted me gone by February, and if that couldn't happen he would post my job and if he found someone more suitable I'd be let go.
On top of that, I had just found out I was pregnant with twins (this is not the first dream I've had where I'm pregnant with twins). While my friends were all excited for me, upon telling my family, their reaction was “Are you sure having kids is a good idea?”
The last intermingled this was that I found out a job I had interviewed for, in my dream, that I really wanted went to someone else. I was completely crushed because I thought the interview went really well and had a good feeling about it.
What the hell, man!? What. The. Hell.
Who has issues? No, not me!!